Long Read - May Day!

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPEN DOORS THAT CLOSE
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
JUST LIKE A ROSE


This is so different from my other posts.. Why? Because I don't remember starting any post with a song! And this Like A Rose is so old school!
I remember this song from my secondary school days.. Those were the memories.. Sweet, bittersweet everything combined together to make who I am today..
Am still learning but I believe at 23/24 I have created an identity of my own, of who I am.. Obviously as a human we continues to learn as the days go by.. Therefore, I would not say I am almost perfect as humans are never perfect..

Well, what am I doing typing away here when it's 12midnight? It's 1 May 2012 and it's Labour Day! That means it is a holiday!! *happy dance*

Phew.. Four months have passed and what have we achieved or have yet to achieve? Personally, I have a long imaginary list of things to do which I don't know when it will ever end.. ANever I would say! Whenever I thought I have achieved those I had wanted, more items are added onto the list. As I have learnt in an Economics Class before, humans have many wants.. Thus, I know my list will never end.. Selagi kita bergelar manusia, takkan pernah puas dengan apa yang kita ada..

Emo la pulak malam-malam gini.. Haha..

Hmm.. I really really wonder when my prince charming will appear.. Tunngu dah lama, tapi bayang pun masih tak kunjung tiba.. Entah eh. Kadang I just feel like I am missing out and I really really wanna have someone to call my own. To have the person woo me bla bla bla.. Looking at my surroundings, I think I am the only one left.. Forever Alone..

But at times, I really treasure my freedom and I don't care if my prince charming would ever appear or never!

Let's just wait and see, shall we? Tapi tak berusaha macam mana nak berjaya? But again, nak berusaha macam mana? Benda macam gini bukannya boleh dipaksa.. Kalaupun kita jumpa seribu manusia, kalau hati tak berkenan takkan jadi jugak.. Betul tak? Mungkin, I've always wanted to find that someone and he will be the first and last.. Macam kekasih awal dan akhir.. Like meet him, know him and fall in love with him.. Without all the unnecessary hassle.. Realistically, I doubt this would happen as life is never a bed of rose, is it? Well, let's just leave it to fate..

Kalau ada, ada.. Kalau tak ada, nak buat macam mana kan.. Deep in my heart though I always believe kita dijadikan berpasangan dan ini semua sudah ditentukan oleh Nya. Mungkin aku akan bertemu lamabt dengannya supaya dapat aku capai apa yang aku inginkan dahulu.. Mungkin..