Long Read - Current Obsession

...I don't usually becomes a fan of any drama, but when I do I become addicted to it...

Hahaha! Well that's true what I typed there earlier.. Tak selalunya saya menonton dan mengikuti drama-drama tetapi kalau dah ceritanya menarik, mestilah terpikat kan :)

The drama I'm addicted to now is an adaptation from a novel, Sebenarnya Saya Isteri Dia and the drama using the same title as the novel.

Interesting story how two persons were asked to marry for the family honour. A brief summary of the story below:

Syafa Aqira diminta berkahwin dengan Firash Arshad, adik angkatnya yang muda 4 tahun dari dirinya.
Sebenarnya, Syafa telah bertunang dengan Farish abang Firash dan akan berkahwin tidak lama lagi.
Namun kerana kejadian di malam itu, pertunangan diputuskan dan demi menjaga nama baik keluarga, ibu angkat Syafa yang juga ibu Farish dan Firash meminta mereka berkahwin.
Di hari pernikahan Syaf dan Firash, Farish ditimpa kemalangan kerana terlalu kecewa dan akhirnya meninggal dunia.
Walaupun telah berkahwin, perkahwinan mereka dirahsiakan dan Firash tidak begitu mengendahkan isterinya sehinggalah kawan baiknya mula menunjuk minat
terhadap isterinya yang mereka kenali sebagai kakak saudara Firash.
Bermula dengan tiada perasaan di antara mereka, sedikit demi sedikit perasaan sayang dan kasih mula terbit.
Firash mula berasa cemburu terutama ketika di kampung apabila sepupunya Hakimi yang juga bekas rakan sekolah Syaf mendekati Syaf.
Perjalanan cinta mereka sentiasa diuji dan Syaf melarikan diri selama 3 bulan sebelum ditemukan semula dengan Firash.
Akhirnya perkahwinan mereka bukan lagi rahsia apabila Firash memberi kejutan kepada Syaf dan membuatkan majlis perkahwinan untuk mereka berdua..

So that's how the story goes. Because of this drama, I kind of became a fan of the actor playing the character of Firash, Izzue Islam. Till now, I wonder if it is Firash who is adorable or Izzue..
I read about Izzue and like him even more when I read he's married to his manager who was his girlfriend for 6 years and that she's 8 years older than him! How's that?!

It's common that we read about couple where the girl is older than the guy. Personally I'm not really a fan of this type of couple. I don't critise those who do because I believe jodoh pertemuan di tangan Allah. Siapa kita untuk menidakkan atau mengkritik. But as far as possible, I would not want to have such a relationship where I'm the older one..

Going back to the actor, he's 23 when he married his wife. Popular, handsome yet he doesn't care about what people or fans might say about him marrying his wife. Why? Sebab dia kenangkan kesusahan kesenangan pahit manis kehidupan bersama isterinya. Reading articles about him and his wife, I really respect him.

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Engkau Yang Ku Cinta - Achik Spin

Sering kau tanyakan cintaku dimana
Sering kau menuntut ucapan asmara
Tak mungkin berdusta perasaan ini
Dan kau tak mengerti dihati

Yang sebenarnya engkau aku cinta
Permata dalam rindu ku hadiah untukmu
Saling memerlukan bila berjauhan
Harap kau mengerti perasaan ini

Kelu resah bukan sandaran
Dan gelisah bukan hukuman
Kerana kau yang ku idamkan
Bukannya mainan

Seandainya kau mengetahui
Hanya engkau yang ku cinta
Itulah yang sebenar-benarnya

Yang sebenarnya engkau aku cinta
Permata dalam rindu ku hadiah untukmu
Saling memerlukan bila berjauhan
Harap kau mengerti perasaan ini

Kelu resah bukan sandaran
Dan gelisah bukan hukuman
Kerana kau yang ku idamkan
Bukannya mainan

Seandainya kau mengetahui
Hanya engkau yang ku cintai
Itulah yang sebenar-benarnya

Usah kau tanyakan cintaku dimana
Cukup kau menuntut ucapan asmara
Tak mungkin berdusta perasaan ini
Dan kau tak mengerti dihati.. kecilku…




Lirik Lagu Kita - Fourteen (OST Sebenarnya Saya Isteri Dia)

Kau renunglah wajahmu
Dimanakah hilangnya raut seperti dulu bila dicemar air mata
Ku tak mahu berpisah kerana hati masih sayang pada dirimu
Tapi harapan makin kabur

Korus
Manakah kita jika kau dan aku tidak sekata
Sepi walaupun bila bersama
Dekatkan pun tetapi berjauh hati

Manakah kita bila sering bertentangan
sahaja walaupun bibir cuba menyepi
Hakikat percaya tanya dengan jujur
Manakah kita

Dijiwaku sengsara menanggung derita
kerana cinta berubah tapi tak akan kehilanganmu

Long Read - WAIT! WHAT?! IT'S OCTOBER ALREADY?

Well hello again my writing space.. How long now since I've abandon you?

Lately, I don't have "it" to write though millions of thoughts kept invading my mind..

So what do I think about? In random order, here goes:

Because of some events that had happened recently and which would be filling up my calendars till next year, I'm thinking of these as well:

So there you go.. Things or rather thoughts that's been invading my mind making me think, ponder and wait..

Long Read - Midnight Thoughts

I should have been asleep or at least try to sleep at this hour of the night. Just in case, it's 1.35am now.

It's usually at this time of the night/day that many thoughts run wildly and you start thinking and ponder..

But again, what can one do except to ponder, analyse and think..

Sometimes I think I might have been too hard on myself, wanting to achieve almost everything overnight..

I'm afraid at times I might not get the chance to tick against the list of things I need/want to do...

And I get frustrated due to the constraints that's not allowing me to do what I want to do and it will ruin my day..

I do try to relax and chill and take things easy but it's human nature to snap sometimes.. Kya karoon.. There's nothing I can do when that happens except to keep calm..

Quick Update - Saiyaara - Full Version - Ek Tha Tiger

Update: This was published in 2013. I am currently reviewing all my posts and here I am typing away in 2019. That makes this post 6 years old. That's some random fact there. I still love Saiyaara. Tiger Zinda Hai which is Ek Tha Tiger part 2 has also been released.

Long Read - It's not summer yet it feels like being in a sauna

Here I am once again.

Listening to songs from Shahid Kapoor's songs and typing away on the keyboard drafting emails to be sent out tomorrow morning. It feels like work is never-ending nowadays. Yeah people say once work ends, we'll be out of job. But if there's too many outstanding works it isn't good too right.

Not going to describe the whole boring workaholic side of my life here. Not tonight at least.

Just something I feel like pouring out here tonight is the use of all these social media. Gosh this sounds like an English paper subject (I always miss school).
Well, the world has been changing constantly and there's always a new invention every other day.

Let's go back in time for the moment. Last time, there used to be IRC (Internet Relay Chat), Messenger, Friendster, Myspace none of which I used except for Messenger that also only when I started poly and we need to communicate instantly when doing projects and assignments.

Later came Facebook which I avoided and started to use only when every one else was already actively using it. Yes I am always late when it comes to technologies. I even remembered one of my friend said it's no use telling me her email address because I don't know how to use it and will never use it anyway. Hahahaha!

After Facebook, I joined Twitter and that's only because my jaan Salman Khan was using it.

Of course I had to join twitter! Salman was using it and that's like the closest interaction I will ever get to be with him (secretly I still wish and hope to be able to meet this man in real life one day). Salman is unique in his own way. He tweets random stuff and never replied to anyone, except to one lucky girl wishing her for her exams but later on the tweet was deleted. When you've been following someone (the term on twitter is to "follow" someone's account) for some time, you would sense it isn't that person whom tweeted when you see something slightly different than what he/she used to tweet. I feel like I'm going to confuse people, if ever this gets to be read by them!

Initially I used to follow Salman Khan only and because I wanted to be that loyal fan I did not follow SRK, AB Junior, an account that makes fun of Bollywood and Salman at times. Later on I realised this is all a little too childish and so I followed them and I think I'm following most of the people in Bollywood and a few accounts from Hollywood. I'm following way too many accounts from India that at times I'm way ahead with the news happening in India before it gets reported locally. Main toh Bollywood pasand hai toh..

Facebook them twitter then only recently I started Instagram (IG). I've always wanted to join IG but it was an application which was available only for Iphone and later on Android phones. Being a Blackberry user (I was strongly a loyal user at one time), I could not join or have an IG account. It's really a cool app which you post pictures and puts in remarks or captions as IG users call it and there's lots of hashtags used in IG #seriously #ilovesalman #chocolatelover

So I gathered that:

- Facebook is where you write long status and it calls for likes, discussions and debates.
- Twitter (where you can write up to 140 characters only) is for your random thoughts, monologues, following/stalking your favourite actor
- Instagram is where you post nice pictures, sceneries and can make use of their cool fun filters to add more life to your picture

Personally my use for the 3 social medias are being break down as:

- Facebook, where I write though-provoking status or current situation and discuss/debate them with my friends and relatives
- Twitter, where it's mostly used for Bollywood stuffs, exchanging gossips, trivias with a fellow twitter friend whom I have not met before but can talk comfortably (reason why I hesitate to put a picture of myself for the display picture), tweet about random thoughts I think about when I'm on the way to work etc. Basically twitter is where I go to tweet about stuff which I would not want to write in my Facebook.
- Instagram is where I post pictures, mainly of sceneries, everyday scenes and occasionally pictures of myself, with family and friends

There's tumblr which I don't find a need to join as it seems like a blog to me. I already have one blog why take up another one right? Recently there's keek, something like the 3 social medias I listed above but in the form of video which the video is only up to few minutes only. I know I won't ever be joining keeks because I'm not that much of a video person. I like taking pictures for memories. But hey never say never!

All this long post and I'm coming to why I'm writing all this. Yesterday I had tweeted this "Felt as if I could be awake all night but I need to be less hard on myself. There's only much one can take at any one time.". And someone who I followed and is also following me replied several times but sadly I don't get what she meant. What she replied was about something happening 4 years ago being such an impressive reply to all the current games and because I brought it up in public, its fair that she reply back in public. Urmm excuse my stupidity but that tweet of mine was all about me, myself and I. Nothing to do with anyone for that matter. I'm curious to know if she is indeed someone I know in real life (I doubt so) and am still waiting for her reply.. It's such a mysetery. Maybe she was referring to something or someone else but it's too ambiguous and I don't get it..

Let's wait and watch..

It's 12.30am and I didn't realise it at all! #Oops #Goodnight