The weight on my shoulders
Between being filial and being fair
Selfish to think of myself
But I don't wish to suffer in the future
Having to do twice as much as what I'm doing now
Yet all on my own.
To just do the bare minimum, as what I've been doing lately
At the end of the day, you only have yourself to fall onto
And to trust. Thus, never put your 100% on someone other than yourself
Today is 2 Jan 2025. Happy New Year!! 🎇
May this year be much better than last year.
Some of the things I didn't get to do:
- Reorganize wardrobe and clear old clothes
- Pick up reading again
- Go on nature walks
Hoping I get to do the above this year. Insya Allah
What I did:
Plenty.
Oh, and the constant dilemma of not taking any photos vs just take the photos and videos for memories sake. But at the expense of taking up phone storage. Maybe I just overthink sometimes.
