What is this feeling - Quick Read

 I honestly hate this feeling. Is it jealousy or annoyance or irritation, frustration or just everything mixed up?

Sometimes I feel like I don't have the freedom to be as free as the rest. 

Sometimes I feel like I still need to be around to do chores while I don't see them doing the same.

If I'm home be it wfh or on leave, I am still expected somehow to do work around the house. The only time I don't is when I am totally sick and have to be in bed at all times or when I simply have not woken up for the day. 

They go out when they are on leave and have fun on their own. I started doing that only last year after I realised I need my alone time too. 

GAHHHH I just don't like this jealousy feeling or whatever it is.   

Middle of year musing - Quick Read

Sometimes I feel like doing everything, all that I missed during my younger days all at once so I can keep ticking them off my list. 

Then I stop myself. I tell myself to relax, take time to explore them all. There's no need to rush. 

The voice inside me will nag and tell me it will take forever to get the list checked if I take my own sweet time. Plus, things change. I change. I will not be young forever. 

I then counter back that I will have all the time to do all these when I'm less active working next time. 

It's a constant to and fro talking to myself sometimes. 

I see the list of nature parks to hike and visit and I worried I won't be able to visit them all. Yes the list gets longer and longer. Going alone is not an option as I worried I might fall somewhere or get hurt by the wildlife. Banyak sangat la worry kau ni Siti. 

I even have a list to try out coffee brands😏

Don't even get me started on holiday destination. Too many countries, too little time, too little resources. 

To the USS after more than 5 years - Quick Read

 Visited USS for the Minions!

It was not disappointing at all. Entering Minion Land automatically makes me happier. The entire town is so colourful and cheerful! 

   

Since we had time so we visited the rest of the areas as well :P

 

Happy 40++ years to parents! - Quick Read

First stop - Buffet @ Amara Hotel.

Second stop - Rave Karaoke.

The spread with 4 different coloured nasi lemak. 

               

    

Clockwise: Begedil cracker, fish otah, fried sotong, honey chicken, blue pea nasi lemak, begedil and sambal.

     

iLight - June 2025 - Quick Read

Some of the installations this year:

The Guardians

Bridge of 1000 Dreams

Along Cavenagh Bridge

Sign

Take a walk through the meadow with me

One of the Fantastic Planet - Comfort

Fantastic Planet - What's That 

Embrace - This installation is cool. If everyone stood in between the statues and hold hands, they light up in same colour.